MAMA AUR BHANJE KI RASLILA (PART 10)
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Mamaji ghar pe nahi the
Ek din jab mai school ke baad mamaji ke ghar pahucha
toh maine paya ki unke hospital wali file bed pe padi thi
Shayad mamaji isse ghar par rakh k bhul gaye
File open kiya aur unki reports dekhne laga
Maine paya ki mamla serious hai
file mai "Leukemia" likha tha and then "Grade III"
mai ye shabda (word) ke bare mai nahi janta tha
par suna suna lag raha tha
Mamaji serious ho gaye aur mere papa aur chacha ne unhe hospital legaye
Mummy se kaha beta kuch nahi hoga bas 2 din baad woh aajayene
Maine bhi jane ki jid ki
Mummy ne kaha ki beta kal chale jana
Mai prayer karne laga aur bhagwan pe sab chhod diya
fir achanak se mujhe woh word yaad aya "Leukemia" jo maine mamaji ke file mai padhi thi
maine net recharge karke mummy ke phone pe check kiya aur mai hairan rehgaya
unhe ek type ka cancer tha
aur unka shayad 3rd stage hoga
mai kafi mayus hogaya
jaise mere jivan ne mera sab kuch mujhse chinliya ho
mere ankh se sirf aasu aur man se prathana nikal raha tha
"ki bagwan chahe mai marjau par unhe bacha lo
"
fir maine bhagwan se mafi mangi ki "bhagwan jo bhi humne nature ke niyam ke virudh kiya hai
uske liye hume maf kar dena par bhagwan humhara pyaar sacha hai
jo bhi hua sab meri tarf se hua
maine hi unko uksaya karta tha"
"
Par voh mujhe aaj bhi apne bete ki tarah mante hai
"fir mujhe mamaji ki baat yaad aai ki "beta ye sab karne se sharir kharab hoti hai
khoon pani hojata hai" (PART8)
aur mujhe aisa laga raha hai ki ye sab meri wajha se hua hai
mujhe pehele ki bhi bate yaad ane lagi
Maine kaha tha ki "mai apke sath kuch aur pal bitana chahata hu"
Unhone mujhe gale laga ke jawab diya tha ki"Beta mai bhi tumhare sath aur pal binana chahata hu par bita nahi paunga"" (PART 6)
Mujhe ussi waqt samjh jana chiya tha
agar meri wajha se nahi bhi hua hai fir bhi meri jindagi arthhin (meaningless) ho jayegi.
Mai kisi ko apna kabhi bana nahi paunga.
Raat 10:00pm ko mummy ko call aya.
Hunhone mujhe nahi bataya aur kaha beta khana kha lo
unke bhi aansu ruk nahi rahe the
maine kaha kya baat hai mummy
unhone kaha beta sir bahut jor se dukh raha hai
tum chinta mat karo maine medicine bhi le li hai
bas jaldi kha lo tumne bhi kai din se khana thik se nahi khaya hai
mummy continue roye jarahi thi
Par unke muh se awaz nahi aarahi thi rone ki
shayad woh kuch chupa rahi thi mujhse
maine 2-3 niwala khaya aur mummy se kaha ki mera pet bhar chuka hai
fir mummyji se control nahi hua aur unhone mujhse kaha ki
"ab woh nahi rahe,
tere mama"
Mai san reh gaya aur mai roya nahi bas andar se tut gaya
ye
phycastic ke anusar mujhe depression ho gaya hai
par mai janta hu ki ye dard hai jo mujhe aur jinda nahi rakh payega
maine kaha "mere paap ki saja bhagwan ne mere mamaji ko de di"
aur uske baad mere muh ek bhi shabd (word) nahi nikla
Aur shivam hamesha ke liye maut ke andhero mai ghum hogaya
Message from author:
Mai janta hu ki ye jo bhi part 1 se part 9 mai hua woh sahi nahi tha
Aur kyuki ye prakurti (nature) ke niyam ke virudha tha
Kuch log ye bhi kahenge ki "bure ka aant bura hi hota hai"
par hame samjna hoga ki
Ye jaruri nahi ki sirf male aur female hi love kar sakte hai
male aur male bhi love karte hai
par questin yah hai ki
kya love sirf sex tak simit hai?
Hume paayar ko samjhna hoga aur uski ijaat karni hogi
Jo bhi kuch shivam ke sath annt mai hua woh koi sex nahi tha woh ek sacha love tha
aur woh sex ko mamaji ke maut ka kaaran mankar sucide kar baitha
Jab bhi insan emotional hota hai tab woh dimag se nahi dil se sochta hai
Agar unsne dil ke badle dimag se socha hota toh aaj aisa nahi hota
ki usne jo kiya uski saja bhagwan ne mamaji ko de di
"Mai apse request karta hu ki kabhi bhi aap kuch aisa na kar baithe
jiske liye apko guilt ho ya apko uski bhari kimaat chukani pade"
"Agar dusra koi apke life se jata hai toh its not your fault and aaj woh nahi hai toh definetly aur koi uski jagha le le ga apko sirf wait karna hoga"
"Please emotionally bhi stable rahiye aur koi bhi galat kadam na uthaye bina soche"
-Aditya
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